The 4th lesson was about playing the notes D E F# and G, playing it smoothly is a great challenge. The first three fingers on my left hand was numbed since Sunday, it has been very painful to press the strings, and pull the bow. The vibration of the strings made it worse, especially when I played the E note.
We were also taught to differentiate various types of musics, quartet, solo, orchestra, concerto etc. It followed by indentifying the instruments in the music pieces.
I have been struggling to practice the violin, as there is no venue that I could practice.
I have been practising it in my small little car for the past one week or so. 15 - 25 minutes upon arriving to my work place everyday (I arrived office about an hour before the working hour starts), and 10 - 15 minutes during lunch time occasionally (my lunch time varies and sometimes do not left enough time to practice).
No one seems to have any positive things to say towards my venture into music, I guess people have anticipated the amount of noise I would make out of the instrument, and do not want to put up with it.
Even so, practising the violin in the car is a challenge, as I am blocked by many things, to name a few, the steering wheel, the seats and the window. I tried putting down the seats, squatting on the back rest to play. It is still difficult, as the windows are still blocking my movements. Not to mention the stuffy condition in the car, the echo which makes it difficult for the tuner to pick up the right note from the violin. I guess venturing into a foreign arena without any supports is tough at times.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Changing stories
While most of the people in the office are good in pushing things away, their techniques are considered intermediate, compared to Mr. Bell.
I have several encounters with Mr. Bell recently, whereby his words and email doesn't correspond to each other. He pushed his responsibilities to me, while stating our conversation back to me via email afterwards, with stories totally changed -- sounded as if I am taking initiatives to take those responsibilities. And if those emails were to be sent to me only, it would be instructional email from a boss.
He is also good in planning his act, he knew that I would discuss with my boss before taking action, therefore he would say things to my boss first, so that when I tell my stories to my boss, I would be perceived as "stirring up an issue".
If he founds out in time, that I have spoken something that he did not covered himself for, then he would interupt my speech and cover himself with more stories.
I am very upset to have been continuously portrayed as a lousy fella, but can't do anything about it. Mr. Bell is very good in covering himself so far, it is hard to pick up his nasty things with evidence.
I know what I typed here sounded very vague and trivial, that's because I couldn't find any solid evidence over what he have done. Even with things that he said, he usually says it very soft so that others can't hear it. Besides, his office has sound proof walls, and he hardly walks out of his office... basically you have to talk to him in his office anyway.
Mr. Bell somehow reminds me of the cockroach. You can smell the cockroach when it is around you, damn irritating; it shows itself occasionally when you are least prepared. But it is a challenge to try hitting it, not to mention that it is so hard to get rid of cockroach...
Let's change his name to Mr. Cockroach from now.
I have several encounters with Mr. Bell recently, whereby his words and email doesn't correspond to each other. He pushed his responsibilities to me, while stating our conversation back to me via email afterwards, with stories totally changed -- sounded as if I am taking initiatives to take those responsibilities. And if those emails were to be sent to me only, it would be instructional email from a boss.
He is also good in planning his act, he knew that I would discuss with my boss before taking action, therefore he would say things to my boss first, so that when I tell my stories to my boss, I would be perceived as "stirring up an issue".
If he founds out in time, that I have spoken something that he did not covered himself for, then he would interupt my speech and cover himself with more stories.
I am very upset to have been continuously portrayed as a lousy fella, but can't do anything about it. Mr. Bell is very good in covering himself so far, it is hard to pick up his nasty things with evidence.
I know what I typed here sounded very vague and trivial, that's because I couldn't find any solid evidence over what he have done. Even with things that he said, he usually says it very soft so that others can't hear it. Besides, his office has sound proof walls, and he hardly walks out of his office... basically you have to talk to him in his office anyway.
Mr. Bell somehow reminds me of the cockroach. You can smell the cockroach when it is around you, damn irritating; it shows itself occasionally when you are least prepared. But it is a challenge to try hitting it, not to mention that it is so hard to get rid of cockroach...
Let's change his name to Mr. Cockroach from now.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Sales
This is a prologue...
Would you buy a car from the sales agent, who tells you that they only sell the car, but you have to bring your own petrol to drive that car home?
Would you take a photo of your car, bring it to the mechanics, and ask them to diagnose the problem of your car based on that photo?
Stay tuned... I will update this blog soon...
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Here I am, routinely updating feeding my blog with tonnes of office weird stories... This is my only way to release my working stress, I hope it won't get found out one day... sigh...
So, who is the main character this time? Mr. Paramount.
The first story goes like this:
So Mr. Paramount get an order from a customer, upon handing over the job, he only produces two pieces of paper... which was those series of meetings that I have mentioned earlier. Then, my boss came into the picture, demanded for some details which sales has agreed to supply to the customer. One of the main joke, well, to me at least, is the gear box.
Well, gear box, like your car, it usually sold by having the supplier topping up the first fill of oil. However, there was a slight misunderstanding over the meeting that, the customer would like to use their own oil. This is perfectly fine, but we do not hold the responsibility of guaranteeing the customer's oil is competible with the gear box we supplied. In other words, when you buy a car, you tell the dealer that you prefer him to use the fuel that you supplied, instead of having him filling up the normal petrol for you. You can't ask the dealer to guarantee that your fuel is competible to the car you bought? Who knows if you supplied the cooking oil instead?
Anyway, it eventually turns out that the customer wants to run the gearbox with their own oil, but the first fill is by us... which is logical. It kinda says that, your dealer will, by default pump sufficient fuel into your car before handing the car to you. And it is purely your personal preference of what fuel to use after that.
What I do not understand is -- why do Mr. Paramount got so worked up by these things, without trying to understand the logic behind it?
Anyway... 2nd story.
An existing customer from other country called up, asking us to pay a visit to their site, to identify those machines and components that needed an upgrade / replacement. They already listed a few problematic ones.
The issue got passed to Mr. Paramount, he then passed it to his subordinates, who let the issue sat quiet for nearly 6 months. Until finally the customer was chasing after our department, that we made noise to the MD... and Mr. Paramount was sent to that country to do a general inspection.
He went there for a week, came back with some photos, no inspection report, and not a clue on how to replace those parts. He sent those photos to the Engineering Department, asking us, who had never been to the tower before, to come out with a quantity of those items that needed replacement. Not only that, some of those complaints from the customer need some careful diagnosis, and we were told that the photos were good enough to tell the full picture. Not to mention that those photos were zoomed-in photos of some machine details.
This is kinda like carrying a photo of a sick child, bring that photo to the clinic, and asked the doctor to diagnose the child through the photo. And the photos taken were zoomed into the tongue, the eyes etc.
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On a different note, I find that sales is a very important role, because they bring in customers to the company.
It is normal for a person who do not have strong foundations to be careful of what they said. An analogy to this is, when you do not wear your underwear, you will be extra careful when zipping up your trouser.
However, I find that most of the sales person refused to improve their knowledge on the product they sell, and trying to shoot the bull in front of the customer, promising the heaven and hell. It is only when they accidentally zipped their hair / skin... then will they start blaming the design of the zip, the stupidity of wearing trouser etc.
Ah well... I am getting very tired and started talking things off the track... should stop now.
Would you buy a car from the sales agent, who tells you that they only sell the car, but you have to bring your own petrol to drive that car home?
Would you take a photo of your car, bring it to the mechanics, and ask them to diagnose the problem of your car based on that photo?
Stay tuned... I will update this blog soon...
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Here I am, routinely updating feeding my blog with tonnes of office weird stories... This is my only way to release my working stress, I hope it won't get found out one day... sigh...
So, who is the main character this time? Mr. Paramount.
The first story goes like this:
So Mr. Paramount get an order from a customer, upon handing over the job, he only produces two pieces of paper... which was those series of meetings that I have mentioned earlier. Then, my boss came into the picture, demanded for some details which sales has agreed to supply to the customer. One of the main joke, well, to me at least, is the gear box.
Well, gear box, like your car, it usually sold by having the supplier topping up the first fill of oil. However, there was a slight misunderstanding over the meeting that, the customer would like to use their own oil. This is perfectly fine, but we do not hold the responsibility of guaranteeing the customer's oil is competible with the gear box we supplied. In other words, when you buy a car, you tell the dealer that you prefer him to use the fuel that you supplied, instead of having him filling up the normal petrol for you. You can't ask the dealer to guarantee that your fuel is competible to the car you bought? Who knows if you supplied the cooking oil instead?
Anyway, it eventually turns out that the customer wants to run the gearbox with their own oil, but the first fill is by us... which is logical. It kinda says that, your dealer will, by default pump sufficient fuel into your car before handing the car to you. And it is purely your personal preference of what fuel to use after that.
What I do not understand is -- why do Mr. Paramount got so worked up by these things, without trying to understand the logic behind it?
Anyway... 2nd story.
An existing customer from other country called up, asking us to pay a visit to their site, to identify those machines and components that needed an upgrade / replacement. They already listed a few problematic ones.
The issue got passed to Mr. Paramount, he then passed it to his subordinates, who let the issue sat quiet for nearly 6 months. Until finally the customer was chasing after our department, that we made noise to the MD... and Mr. Paramount was sent to that country to do a general inspection.
He went there for a week, came back with some photos, no inspection report, and not a clue on how to replace those parts. He sent those photos to the Engineering Department, asking us, who had never been to the tower before, to come out with a quantity of those items that needed replacement. Not only that, some of those complaints from the customer need some careful diagnosis, and we were told that the photos were good enough to tell the full picture. Not to mention that those photos were zoomed-in photos of some machine details.
This is kinda like carrying a photo of a sick child, bring that photo to the clinic, and asked the doctor to diagnose the child through the photo. And the photos taken were zoomed into the tongue, the eyes etc.
============================================================
On a different note, I find that sales is a very important role, because they bring in customers to the company.
It is normal for a person who do not have strong foundations to be careful of what they said. An analogy to this is, when you do not wear your underwear, you will be extra careful when zipping up your trouser.
However, I find that most of the sales person refused to improve their knowledge on the product they sell, and trying to shoot the bull in front of the customer, promising the heaven and hell. It is only when they accidentally zipped their hair / skin... then will they start blaming the design of the zip, the stupidity of wearing trouser etc.
Ah well... I am getting very tired and started talking things off the track... should stop now.
Monday, March 23, 2009
2nd & 3rd Violin Lesson Summary
It was my 3rd violin lesson yesterday. We were taught to hold the bow finally.
The week before that, we were told to practise with the metronome to get a good feel of the beats. I didn't have a place to practice, cause the noise from the metronome is rather annoying, and I get a lot of complaints from people around me when I tried practising it.
So for the 3rd lesson, we need to incorporate what we have learned in week 2. We need to play D string in tune with the metronome.
Everyone in the class seems to be able to hold the bow fine, except me. My fingers seem too stiff to do it. I know practice makes perfect, I need to find a place where I can make noise with the violin without upsetting anybody.
Since I arrived to the office early, so I started bringing violin to work today, practising it in the car before the office hour starts. I will try going down the the carpark later during lunch time to practise more.
My first attempt this morning wasn't good, cause my car is rather small, I kept knocking on things around me, and the car seat is no good for holding violin... Nonetheless, until I found the next best place, I will have to survive with this for the moment.
The week before that, we were told to practise with the metronome to get a good feel of the beats. I didn't have a place to practice, cause the noise from the metronome is rather annoying, and I get a lot of complaints from people around me when I tried practising it.
So for the 3rd lesson, we need to incorporate what we have learned in week 2. We need to play D string in tune with the metronome.
Everyone in the class seems to be able to hold the bow fine, except me. My fingers seem too stiff to do it. I know practice makes perfect, I need to find a place where I can make noise with the violin without upsetting anybody.
Since I arrived to the office early, so I started bringing violin to work today, practising it in the car before the office hour starts. I will try going down the the carpark later during lunch time to practise more.
My first attempt this morning wasn't good, cause my car is rather small, I kept knocking on things around me, and the car seat is no good for holding violin... Nonetheless, until I found the next best place, I will have to survive with this for the moment.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Conversation
My boss were out on Friday afternoon to settle some personal stuffs, and asked me to look after the department for a while. Ir. Decamouth came over to look for him, so I asked if there's anything in particular.
Decamouth, "Oh, it is about this Annual Dinner for the IMechE...(Institution of Mechanical Engineering)"
me, "I see..."
"Well, I want to ask if abc (my boss's name) wants to go."
me, "Hmm... that's the annual dinner where I first met him (my boss) last year right? Are you going?"
Decamouth, "Yeah, I will be going. Did you get this invitation letter also?"
Well, I have got it over the email quite a while ago, and it wasn't an invitation, more like a notice. I was thinking of asking my bf if he will be interested to go this year. This was the annual dinner where I first met my current boss last year, a week before my lecturing journey ends -- i.e. a week before my jobless journey starts.
me, "Don't think I got it. Would you mind forwarding me a copy?"
Decamouth, "Oh, aren't you on the mailing list?"
me, "Er... not that I am aware of..." (man, first time I am amazed how much I can pretend...)
Decamouth, "Well, I am the good friend of the xxx (some high ranking post and the person's name; e.g. The President of the USA, Mr. Barack Obama.) of the institution, I told him to add me in the mailing list. I guess you won't know him."
I didn't respond.
"... you should have told me, I will tell him to add you into the mailing list. By the way, have you received this other invitation also? It's for the seminar one..."
me, "Hmm? What's that seminar about?" (Again, I received it quite a while ago, but wasn't interested in that particular seminar.)
Decamouth, "Oh, it is about educated engineers is the way to move forward. I go for every seminars, cause I need to fulfill my Continuous Professional Development* programme (CPD)."
me, "ok, would you mind forward me a copy to have a look?"
Decamouth, "Yeah sure, I need to have your personal email though, cause it is not work related. I will tell the xxx (that high ranking post, and the person's name; e.g. The President of the USA, Mr. Barack Obama.) to add you into the mailing list."
me, "Sure. Oh, by the way, I have not been checking my personal email for a while, let me check if I have received anything..."
Decamouth, "Yeah... check it." (With the look: As if you will get anything.)
me, "Oh! I received it too. It must have been a while since I last checked my email."
Decamouth, "How come you are in the mailing list?"
Actually I was only added into the list since taking part in the speech competition with the IMechE last time. But not many people knew that....
me, "I guess I was added since last year's annual dinner."
Decamouth felt deflated, but quickly switch his gear onto other organisations that he joins, and boast about how good are those annual dinner, and the IMechE one is not as good... bla bla bla...
I so enjoyed seeing him pulling his tricks while knowing fully what the truth is. I am so evil... no wonder my boss calls me Mini Me -- quoted from Dr. Evil from Austin Power.
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*CPD -- Continuous Professional Development. It is a practice for all engineers who obtained their title (globally from IMechE etc; or locally from Institution of Engineers Malaysia [IEM] etc) to continue taking part in the engineering related activities. The concept is rather similar to Chartered Accountants or any other professional bodies for various career.
Decamouth has got his Professional Engineer status from the IEM, that's why he gets the Ir. title. If you obtained the recognition from IMechE, you will be called a CEng -- Chartered Engineer.
Decamouth, "Oh, it is about this Annual Dinner for the IMechE...(Institution of Mechanical Engineering)"
me, "I see..."
"Well, I want to ask if abc (my boss's name) wants to go."
me, "Hmm... that's the annual dinner where I first met him (my boss) last year right? Are you going?"
Decamouth, "Yeah, I will be going. Did you get this invitation letter also?"
Well, I have got it over the email quite a while ago, and it wasn't an invitation, more like a notice. I was thinking of asking my bf if he will be interested to go this year. This was the annual dinner where I first met my current boss last year, a week before my lecturing journey ends -- i.e. a week before my jobless journey starts.
me, "Don't think I got it. Would you mind forwarding me a copy?"
Decamouth, "Oh, aren't you on the mailing list?"
me, "Er... not that I am aware of..." (man, first time I am amazed how much I can pretend...)
Decamouth, "Well, I am the good friend of the xxx (some high ranking post and the person's name; e.g. The President of the USA, Mr. Barack Obama.) of the institution, I told him to add me in the mailing list. I guess you won't know him."
I didn't respond.
"... you should have told me, I will tell him to add you into the mailing list. By the way, have you received this other invitation also? It's for the seminar one..."
me, "Hmm? What's that seminar about?" (Again, I received it quite a while ago, but wasn't interested in that particular seminar.)
Decamouth, "Oh, it is about educated engineers is the way to move forward. I go for every seminars, cause I need to fulfill my Continuous Professional Development* programme (CPD)."
me, "ok, would you mind forward me a copy to have a look?"
Decamouth, "Yeah sure, I need to have your personal email though, cause it is not work related. I will tell the xxx (that high ranking post, and the person's name; e.g. The President of the USA, Mr. Barack Obama.) to add you into the mailing list."
me, "Sure. Oh, by the way, I have not been checking my personal email for a while, let me check if I have received anything..."
Decamouth, "Yeah... check it." (With the look: As if you will get anything.)
me, "Oh! I received it too. It must have been a while since I last checked my email."
Decamouth, "How come you are in the mailing list?"
Actually I was only added into the list since taking part in the speech competition with the IMechE last time. But not many people knew that....
me, "I guess I was added since last year's annual dinner."
Decamouth felt deflated, but quickly switch his gear onto other organisations that he joins, and boast about how good are those annual dinner, and the IMechE one is not as good... bla bla bla...
I so enjoyed seeing him pulling his tricks while knowing fully what the truth is. I am so evil... no wonder my boss calls me Mini Me -- quoted from Dr. Evil from Austin Power.
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*CPD -- Continuous Professional Development. It is a practice for all engineers who obtained their title (globally from IMechE etc; or locally from Institution of Engineers Malaysia [IEM] etc) to continue taking part in the engineering related activities. The concept is rather similar to Chartered Accountants or any other professional bodies for various career.
Decamouth has got his Professional Engineer status from the IEM, that's why he gets the Ir. title. If you obtained the recognition from IMechE, you will be called a CEng -- Chartered Engineer.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Virgin and men
Mr. Pig went for a dating session arranged by some dating agency. He was matched with a sweet lady, who teaches ballet.
Mr. Pig was attracted by her look, but was put off by her background -- She was once married and divorced. Mr. Pig claimed that she has interests on him, but from what I see, she has the sincerity into giving herself and the potential guy, that was matched to her by the agent, a chance.
Mr. Pig did not want to admit that it was because of the fact where she is not a virgin, until I pinned him down on the topic. Mr. Pig claimed that, "I have not married yet, I deserve someone better. Not to say I don't have a choice that I need to choose a divorced woman or something..."
The way he put it, it sounded as if a non-virgin woman is a second hand item for him.
The second thing I asked was the reason she divorced with her husband. Mr. Pig said that her husband was lazy and relies solely on her income. The husband gets jealous when she achieves higher than him, and the marriage turned sour.
Then I questioned Mr. Pig, if he can take it when a woman achieves higher than him. He gives a sour face, mumbling a "yes" reluctantly.
Well, there is no right or wrong for these two questions. However it triggers some thoughts of mine...
In this part of the world, it is still commonly believed that virginity is important, and a lady are taught that they should feel glad if their husbands can stand the pressure of having a high achiever wife.
To me, all these are WTF. Life is already suffering, I have already given up all I have to be with that man, and I don't want to make myself suffer anymore by trying to feed his ego. As painful as it is, I think men should start thinking of what they want. Because my personal experience until today, most of the men from the East are taking wife and marriage as a collection.
For exampl, in this country, it is common for men to start their carrier by having the goal of earning more. It eventually become -- getting a car, then a fancy car, then a girl friend, then a house, a wife, children... etc... They believed that when all these are achieved, their life will be completed. But the fact is, when you get all these, your life is still empty, you will still feel disatisfied. So, side products come out -- pressure your children to achieve good grades, finding excitement from other ladies, from the pub, from the gamble etc...
I don't understand men at all, I don't know what are they chasing for. When I asked what they want, they said "A nice family." But it sounded like a fancy version of --"A comfy home that allows me to go back and sleep, and don't worry anything else."
I feel that lady in this part of the world, are like a merchandise. While ladies trying to "sell" themselves away, i.e. trying to get a boyfriend and desperately getting married when they are approaching 30s. Men are choosing which lady can become their washing machine, maid, sexual partner and baby making machine.
The attitude of men I have met so far, dating is an investment, the more you are willing to put in, the better investment quality you will get. And the investment will turn into a life long profit after the lady signs the paper to get married.
Anyway, I am off the track too much now, I will stop here. No comments are welcome in this post, as I am sure no men will agree with what I have said.
Mr. Pig was attracted by her look, but was put off by her background -- She was once married and divorced. Mr. Pig claimed that she has interests on him, but from what I see, she has the sincerity into giving herself and the potential guy, that was matched to her by the agent, a chance.
Mr. Pig did not want to admit that it was because of the fact where she is not a virgin, until I pinned him down on the topic. Mr. Pig claimed that, "I have not married yet, I deserve someone better. Not to say I don't have a choice that I need to choose a divorced woman or something..."
The way he put it, it sounded as if a non-virgin woman is a second hand item for him.
The second thing I asked was the reason she divorced with her husband. Mr. Pig said that her husband was lazy and relies solely on her income. The husband gets jealous when she achieves higher than him, and the marriage turned sour.
Then I questioned Mr. Pig, if he can take it when a woman achieves higher than him. He gives a sour face, mumbling a "yes" reluctantly.
Well, there is no right or wrong for these two questions. However it triggers some thoughts of mine...
In this part of the world, it is still commonly believed that virginity is important, and a lady are taught that they should feel glad if their husbands can stand the pressure of having a high achiever wife.
To me, all these are WTF. Life is already suffering, I have already given up all I have to be with that man, and I don't want to make myself suffer anymore by trying to feed his ego. As painful as it is, I think men should start thinking of what they want. Because my personal experience until today, most of the men from the East are taking wife and marriage as a collection.
For exampl, in this country, it is common for men to start their carrier by having the goal of earning more. It eventually become -- getting a car, then a fancy car, then a girl friend, then a house, a wife, children... etc... They believed that when all these are achieved, their life will be completed. But the fact is, when you get all these, your life is still empty, you will still feel disatisfied. So, side products come out -- pressure your children to achieve good grades, finding excitement from other ladies, from the pub, from the gamble etc...
I don't understand men at all, I don't know what are they chasing for. When I asked what they want, they said "A nice family." But it sounded like a fancy version of --"A comfy home that allows me to go back and sleep, and don't worry anything else."
I feel that lady in this part of the world, are like a merchandise. While ladies trying to "sell" themselves away, i.e. trying to get a boyfriend and desperately getting married when they are approaching 30s. Men are choosing which lady can become their washing machine, maid, sexual partner and baby making machine.
The attitude of men I have met so far, dating is an investment, the more you are willing to put in, the better investment quality you will get. And the investment will turn into a life long profit after the lady signs the paper to get married.
Anyway, I am off the track too much now, I will stop here. No comments are welcome in this post, as I am sure no men will agree with what I have said.
Monday, March 16, 2009
Off the beats by miles
Well, my second violin lesson has not started playing it yet.
My teacher has been very strict, he insisted that we should have a strong basic before learning to play it.
So he got us to hold the violin for 3 minutes, which most of us failed after 1 minute. He wants us to make it more than 3 minutes by this coming Sunday.
He also taught us on some basic musics theory, which mainly consists of how to intepret them.
I have always confused why those ABC are read as Do Re Mi, and always thought that they are different things. Well, yesterday was the first time I realised that they are the same. -___-! Yeah, I know, I didn't pay attention to "The Sound of Musics".
The next difficult thing is to get the beats right. It was rather difficult to grasp the feeling of time lapse. We always focus on the moment when the beat hits, but not the time it lapsed. It took me a while to understand this. The teacher wants us to be able to count the beats even when we are sleeping.... >_<" I think if one practises enough, perhaps even with breathing it has a rythm... May be that's why when we see those who knows musics, they seem to give a kind of aura...
My teacher has been very strict, he insisted that we should have a strong basic before learning to play it.
So he got us to hold the violin for 3 minutes, which most of us failed after 1 minute. He wants us to make it more than 3 minutes by this coming Sunday.
He also taught us on some basic musics theory, which mainly consists of how to intepret them.
I have always confused why those ABC are read as Do Re Mi, and always thought that they are different things. Well, yesterday was the first time I realised that they are the same. -___-! Yeah, I know, I didn't pay attention to "The Sound of Musics".
The next difficult thing is to get the beats right. It was rather difficult to grasp the feeling of time lapse. We always focus on the moment when the beat hits, but not the time it lapsed. It took me a while to understand this. The teacher wants us to be able to count the beats even when we are sleeping.... >_<" I think if one practises enough, perhaps even with breathing it has a rythm... May be that's why when we see those who knows musics, they seem to give a kind of aura...
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